Just wondering…

A poem. About a Grudge I keep.

2 min readApr 6, 2023
Inside of a car, with a rearview mirror showing. Rt. 66. style. The sun is setting in the background of the highway with trees along both sides.
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I Took my Shot!

Burdened, Lain Man —

Due to be Forgot.

Seeing You — through all points of view. Committing sin and minor crimes.

I longed to see your shade of blue

& You hit me with your best shot —

It was only then, when I asked of you;


In lieu of few —

Questions in mind.

Black turned your Hue!

Slaughtering love ever implied.

For each time I cried,

I wondered, why?

Why, I loved you?

Beyond Limit — Without Self Control.

I wondered why I wondered!

…And in doing so, I had my answer!

Ashamed, I knew my reasons.

Impartially, I had been dancing with a chancer!

You knew my strong belief in cohesion.

Each Why — Analytically Defined in Time.

I wondered while battling.




My ideas on the complexities of our mind’s with an appreciation for the “darker” realities— Whilst insisting Hope remains, unwavering, in all of us!.